April 2011
2 posts
Actually I am very sad . My heart pains each day. I really wanna go to university. It’s a dream for me. I went through a lot. As my friends are entering ns , I am still stuck here doing nothing. I don’t want to go just any university. Haisss. I can’t think well nowadays. I m becoming more moody day by day. Haiss. I m stupid that’s all.
MY NECK VERY PAIN ARH!! STUPID PILLOW SO HARD! NOW I CANT TWIST AND TURN. THIS IS SO SERIOUS! arg!
Work WORK WORK WORK WORK! EVERYDAY WORK! need to do submission so soon. SIAN!
January 2011
1 post
my right leg and left arm, muscles torn , ligament tear. Well, golf is a hard game. I must thank my dad who brought me well up though i am not a good person. Hais, tmrw is my SAT test , hopefully, i do well enough. I cant wait to be in the United States. TIme will pass quickly
December 2010
2 posts
haha, i waited really long for this day to come, 2 years plus of waiting , the gal that i waited for which i tot it will not come true ,i am finally able to be with her. I love her THIS MUCH! hahas. Dear Girl, pls dont make me mad okay? i know ur smiling when ur reading this. I will treat u like a princess. Even if i am unable to be with u for the next couple of years, i will always be near u. I...
Sometimes life is just like that. I feel like i can get anything i want , i almost have everything i want in the world. Whatever i want , i can get it. But, then i realise some times, some things just cant get it back. If a dead could be revive, how great would it be?
The reason , i am saying this because, i lost my gan jie. To me , gan jie, is like a family, someone so close, more close than...
October 2010
1 post
Its mugging time. Countdown 36 days left… If that is all i have , i will give all i have…
Its time… the time so perfect, its the best time to sprint… Mugging…
August 2010
2 posts
2 months 2 weeks times = D A levels! I cant wait to throw my books away! YEYEYEYE!
i cant wait to get back to reality again… I just realised , i played a lot when i was in sec and pri. Jc was total changed for me. I always believe that nothing cannot be done. If u put ur heart and soul and ur perseverance, we can all achieve what we want to achieve :P
tsk tsk tsk! GO go go
LOve is crazy.
July 2010
4 posts
I WILL BRING U DOWN PRELIM 2! SO WILL U BLUE STAR! :P
CAnt give up now… its time for major improvement to my life!!!
Its just 3 months 1 week left. I must hold really tight now.. Blue star , good luck :P
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After a Long wait.. For more than 2 years after A levels, is it enuf? Have i waited more than enuf?
Thinking about it… left with 3 and half more months.. Something just pondered me. I am at the verge of giving up after Prelim one. After then something came over me in my dreams… It was this :
I had nothing… at the beginning, i fought hard to get into a jc, i prayed hard to enter one.Most of my sec sch frends kw this. They kw i want to enter a jc. It was like my dream to...
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Hais .. sad that german lost.. cos i lost 100 dollars.. a lot of money !
I listened to my frends and then i change my mind and bet germany! how stupid was i
I wanna go out to relax. today very bored! Hais!
Should i trust my instinct again and bet on germany again? I going wild on this.. If i lose… i be dam sad!
June 2010
3 posts
Ahh,yesterday i went to gym. I hate my thin size now. I wan to get back my shape again C: I want to wear tight fit clothes… i going to get skinnies and singlet after A levels ahhh !!!
so much things to buy after A levels… !!! AHh,
Your the only one who understands me . When i am down and sad , u are there to cheer me up. Thanks for being so understanding.
play the youtube song… above this post C: then u read… to u:
Guess yesterday was one of the best day ever C:
With fireworks burning the skies and stars slowing fade in, the shopping trip … C::
Time flies, i remember what i say to u last year, and its left another few more months and its over….
Yesterday XIAO LONG BAO and TAKO! ur face was so bubbly… so fat!.. Ure...
May 2010
8 posts
Ahh, 7th june is soo long. GUys another 5 more months!!! pace urself!!!! Dun peak urself too early!!!!! C:
Ah, i like the stars on the sky!!! So bright so bluish!…. HAHa well at least i got a bigger one at home!!!
I miss eating outside!!! today never study at all. cos got CIP, i finally finished it. well it was fun today cip cos we took lots of pictures with the ministers. But still some...
I pass my driving license!! Happy only cos i achieved 2 things already! my A div and my Driving license!!! wooo! Seriously, i find that practical exams really dam strict . little bit minus points… what the crap… well at least my parking and everything got full marks!! wooo! Was scary when the police was standing on the platform watching how u park and police were almost everywhere...
I just want to walk along the water
and let the water wash away all my leg dirt jkjk
Just wanna watch the fire crackers again.
I want to sit on the sand and just stone just one more time…
It would be stressfree day!
Time will pass quickly….
Slowly by slowly, i am sacrificing all my activities. Thats good.
I miss the times with my frends going to vivo looking for clothes, make fun of ppl
Going to sentosa to play volley ball,
swimming with my frends at night!
Playing bowling!
playing arcade which was like… so long …..
SO much thngs!!!! jc life is sucky but the only thing that is nice is that u got ur frends with you!...
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I can hear rumours talking about x country and track and field about which cca is stronger… What the crap.. Thats the worst rumour i heard and seriously, get the fact right people, we are one school wearing the same uniform! Who the hell cares whether u are the best runner or even the worst runner. Its just a sports day guys… it doesnt matter whether ur from track and xcountry. Most...
Guess i am stressed out…
Hais, no time to do tutorials… I am so scared of Driving Exam next monday! i am skipping half day for it! IF i dont make it, i sure be dam disappointed. But it is one of my goals!!! I will make it.
Sorry, I know my mood has affected you, made u disappointed in me again. Sorry sorry :( Bluey star, y cant u talk???? That will save all my problems.
Time will...
Hais, this coming wednesday is sports heat. Dont feel like running. A lot of people is going to watch this event. But i dont want to take part yet i want to.
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Monday i skipping school ( not saying any reason )
mmm, feel like going to sentosa again. Feel like sitting on the sand and feel the night breeze. I feel like walking in the shallow water on the beach....
I DELETED THE LAST POST BECAUSE THE BLUE STAR WAS ANGRY! ….
Some non living creature thingy …. is angry..
when that creature reads this… she will go KEKEKE
HAHAHA,.„, I G2G! YEY!
April 2010
14 posts
Well, i am super tired. Today, my classmate asked me “why u like to run?” is it because u achieve something?
Well, i dont like to run, running is the step in to depression when i was in sec 1. Its where i vent my anger, where i throw all my feelings inside and just Run till the feelings break… run till i cant think of anything until i can only hear my breathing…
Sian, I...
I miss x country :(
Lol, i been really studying soo hard, consulting teachers and now i am getting back on my path. REally want to thank ms lim shu fen, ms chua.
Sian sports day is coming… but i dun feel like running… But since i promise to win some frends for sports day… i will take into consideration… But must train sia…
I miss x country la… I miss the times we went to mac...
I feel that i am a very selfish person. Maybe its because i am more concern of my future than any other thing else? To let go everything that i have is so hard… yet if I have to choose just one choice, that is something I cant even decide.
Thinking of the past trainings in x country, made me feel like i achieve a lot. Those hard trainings that we received that we neglected our studies. So much perseverance, so much running!!!! Ahhh!!!!
I miss the other BLue star! it was MINE, but ya , i gave it back. Haha, so cute sia the blue star. Hahas, wondering where the other star is at now:P I am soo darn tired but yet i am...
Sian, my studies are deteriorating… Lucky my econs teacher never give up hope on me. I am slowly picking up again. I believe that if i have the desire, willingness and persevere , i will be able to achieve what i want to do.
Clarence ar, faster go treat ur leg ah! haha today we wasted our day… whole night wasted C:
With the motivation from u, i cant think of giving up. I can only...
My blue soft toy is so nice! its a blue star! I love it so much! Haha, so happy friday!! i thought friday is going to be my worst day. Well it turned out good after all. I am late for 4 times. Now i have to report early to school everyday! Wooo
I like it when u smile C: I going study hard!!!! With motivation and confidence, nothing can stop me! I shall study hard from today onwards!!!
Ahh,...
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Yup napfa is finally over. I gotten 2 C and 4 As. Yey! But stupid loh, i wished my 2.4km was the first. so that i can pump all my energy into one… i wanted to hit < 8 mins. at 7mins 45secs. But i think those sit ups and chin up and sprints made me so tired and body cramps.
though i goten 8 mins 26 secs. But i think i am still quite sad cos its not my best.
nvm, FRIDAY is my happy...
oops its not 13 and 14. Its 11th and 12th! wooo
Wonderful event. Made so MANY frends today from ACJC, HCI, Rijc, Vjc,SRjc, and others!!! Super delighted. HAHA
kay la, we did quite well. Out of the 26 runners, we gotten 13 and 14. I think. Its finally the end of x country. Its time i step down and aim for what i am supposed to aim.
I am not a talented runner, but i believe with hardwork, confidence and smartness, i can overcome everything C:
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Tomorrow my national inter-school x country championship2010. Only 26 runners . 26 runners are the best runners of the school itself. Which means its very very tough.
Thanks to those coming to watch and support again.
really feeling the jizz…. (anger, fury, frustration, nervous, but i am still ready to drop bombs!)
hais, i will be flat after tomorrow.
I am not some punching bag…...
Always disappointing me. what the hell.. finding fault with me… blame onto me..
what the F i do?
I still remembered...
When i was in primary one, whenever my elder bro have sports day , he would take me to the stadium and i will buy lots of snacks and watch him run.. I love looking all the runners run around the track. I wished i could be like them. Well, chances i know is 0. Cos i even begged the track teacher in my school to take me in. But last time i was plumb so ya i was selected in short put event. I only...
March 2010
20 posts
I am superb tired. Tired. Today P.E , i have to run 4x800m. I am superb tired la. I didnt have enuf sleep plus recovery! hais…my hands are so weak, leg shaky… body exhausted.
lols, i really impressed by the jc1s effort lo! they train very hard… own self train somemore… I dont think i will do that.. HAha
kay la, i am superb tired. But yup, thinking that we are top 5, i am...
I am kinda disappointed with u. But i dont want to argue with u. I am sick of it.
I dont kw how many times you want me to tell u , but u just refused to listen.
Yup, its true i care a lot of my cca, i focus too much.
But sometimes when i dream of smething, aim for smth, i just cant let it go just becos u want me to. I cant do that.
Now my cca is over, its my studies. I told u that i will...
All right no more point hiding C: since news spread so fast haha
Yup, we won. We got 5th. Amazingly, last year ijc was 11th and this year was 5th! All of us gave our best.
BEfore the race, Principal came to us to wish us and gave her blessings to us. MR lee wong yew massage our legs and even gave us his blessings and also ms sim! HAhas! I was delighted. I even took permanent marker and wrote in...
I will write what i want to write after friday! C:
All the times in class , lectures, i was sleeping, i am also the last in test… that feeling was horrible. But After yesterday, my pain, and everything, Its over , its FINALLY OVER! And i am satisfied. Now i need to get a full recovery of my fever cough and phlemgh.
okay, its finally over! Anyway, it was really a tough race today for me. But yup, like i promise, Judgement day is finally over. What i promised to the jc1s , I have promised! yup, its finally over!
Now , i Aiming for straight As for A level! I am superb motivated right now! i cant explain. This A div has changed my totally. MAde me understand myself better! I am going for massive wack of A...
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Go CROSS COUNTRY!!!!! TOMORROW IS JUDGEMENT DAY! ALL our efforts will NOT GO TO WASTE, THE HARD TRAINING WE TOOK, THE EXTRA TRAININGS WE ASKED! ITS TIME TO ENJOY THIS RACE! THERE IS NO FEAR TO BE SCARED FOR TMRW RACE COS I KNOW WE ARE ALL READY TO DROP BOMBS!
NO MORE GAMES GUYS, TMRW we shall be serious! we must be focus! No joking around! Cos TMRW IS THE DAY that our coaches will be looking at...
today at mrt, i met someone, LOL! As i was talking to my friends, and i suddenly stared at the escalator, thinking of smth, Until i saw someone! my eyes were like” WOAH” dun have that coincidence right? I was like… oh my !… and my frends were like wad happen!…
Anyway past is past !
Block test is a failure but it will never happen to A div!:)
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haha, i did my homework … not that homework ur talking about but its about x country ! haha, I went to check whether can we be in top 20 position. Answer is definitely yes. Well to what extent? top 11-18. top 11 and 12 is only possible if my sickness is gone ^^. Well… I did my homework but i am disappointed cos i am sick.
My sick is kinda serious with phlemgh and sore throat and...
Haha, shi hui, i am really happy for u! C: Improving is important. When i ran yesterday, it was so much easier, i didnt had to breathe so hard compared to aneesh when he climbs up the hill. My lattice acid have not even build up and my constant pace seems faster.
Bad news is : I AM SICK! ARG, I GOT A SUPER BAD COLD! Its okay, even if this happens to me ON A DIV, i will just take panadol and...
10 more days. As the day approaches, i know i am sure, that i am more ready than before. With all my trainings and with teachers motivation and every thing, i am ready more than ever to bring back our glory.
If only i was more smarter in primary school, then in jc i will continue with cross country. But even then , i know i wont let this day goes to miss. God has set it on 24 march in the...
Today i organised a Macritchie training session for those who want to come. Sadly, there were only 5. Ci jie, me, shi hui, Clarence and Masaki. I can see they are pushing very hard.. Well, we went about 20km today. it was quite fun to see GIANT ANTS AT THE TREE TOP! My meaning of giant ants is like when u take ur thumb and 2nd finger and curl them up like a circle. THAts the body size only:)
But...
Today was
Early morning we had to do 10 times of 200m splint with 1min30sec rest. It was very very tiring. Then we had to run up the hill 4 times.
After that we Had gp block test. I know i wont do well for it. But its okay. this is life.haha
Mr wong came to ask me whether i wanted to do 5k after A div. I said, i would do if aneesh do. And i kept silent cos i was tired of running… I wanted A div to...
Watchhais, jack is not wrong.. the biggest mistakes is God make him rich. Money is forever the roots of evil. When a man become rich, he will start to find extra activities outside. This is a fact and it applies to ALL men in this world. All these rich men already owned big house , nice car ..etc.. of cos the next thing is they use $$ to buy women and sex… Naturally there are some women who...